Memories consume, like opening the wound. I’m picking me apart again.
You all assume I’m safe here in my room unless I try to start again.

[Bridge:]
I don’t want to be the one the battles always choose
‘Cause inside I realize that I’m the one confused

[Chorus:]
I don’t know what’s worth fighting for or why I have to scream.
I don’t know why I instigate and say what I don’t mean.
I don’t know how I got this way, I know it’s not alright.
So I’m breaking the habit, I’m breaking the habit.
Tonight.

Clutching my cure, I tightly lock the door.
I try to catch my breath again.
I hurt much more than anytime before.
I had no options left again.

[Bridge]

[Chorus]

I’ll paint it on the walls ‘cause I’m the one that falls.
I’ll never fight again and this is how it ends.

[Chorus:]
I don’t know what’s worth fighting for or why I have to scream,
But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean.
I don’t know how I got this way, I’ll never be alright.
So, I’m breaking the habit, I’m breaking the habit.
I’m breaking the habit
Tonight.